I'm hopelessly drifting.
My mind feels drained, strained. Blacked out but oh so conscious, that oblivion does not come to me, no matter how hard I try to eclipse myself.
And still, is my body that betrays me.
There is a hole within, an emptiness overwhelming me to the measure of insanity, and I am what can only the thought of as delusional. It makes me feel like a balloon, suspended high in the air and yet bearing a weight as heavy as if I'm trapped under the ground, like if I am the Earth itself, bounded harder than anyone by gravity.
All I wish is to get into myself, shield me inside, alone, holding myself so close and tight I could collapse.
Do you know what happens when a mass explodes and collapses on itself into a single point, with no measure, no mass, no time, no anything?
A black hole is born.
Ironic, isn't it?
